Title: A Small Chance of Happiness (Part 2)
Pairing: Junba
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Hoping for a fresh start, Jun joins his best friend Nino at University. Although it's the furthest thing from what he wants Jun soon begins to feel an attraction towards his roommate Aiba. Will he be able to escape the hold of his traumatic past and eventually find happiness?
Warnings: Mention of non-con in the past (no graphic descriptions though). Also deals with the ongoing repercussions of non-con, including present day emotional issues.
A/N: Hi thereyukitsubute. Thank you for offering some prompts that allowed me the freedom to go wherever my brain took me. I hope that you enjoy this Junba. Plus a huge thank you to my beta for your excellent assistance.



Jun paused to admire the view in front of him. Aiba was lying on his back wearing only the loose drawstring trousers, his hands were bound with a green silk scarf and resting on the mattress above his head.

Jun took his time, at first only touching Aiba's hair and face, enjoying the silky feel of his light brown hair as it slid through his fingers.

The skin of Aiba's lips was slightly dry, so Jun darted out the tip of his tongue, licking Aiba's bottom lip until it glistened with moisture. The sight was so tempting that Jun was distracted from his explorations momentarily by the need to kiss Aiba until they were both breathing hard.

Aiba, tense at first, strained against the binding on his wrists but soon found himself relaxing as Jun gained confidence in his movements. It took all of the willpower that he possessed to passively allow Jun to touch his body without touching him in return.

Jun spent a long time admiring Aiba's birthmark, running his tongue over the copper coloured marking, tracing the edges with his lips as he savoured the taste and smooth texture of Aiba's skin.

Next his moved his attentions to Aiba’s neck, nuzzling the hollows above his collarbones, before moving lower down to his chest.

Slowly feeling more adventurous, Jun licked Aiba’s left nipple, entranced as it instantly stiffened as Aiba moaned softly and wriggled slightly. Thoroughly enjoying himself by now, Jun repeated the action with the right side as well. Jun continued to move between the two, sucking and nipping until Aiba was panting breathlessly, his stiffening member pushing up the front of the loose trousers.

Jun could feel himself growing hard just from the sounds of pleasure that he was wringing out of Aiba’s mouth as he continued his exploration of his prone body.

After nuzzling his way down Aiba’s torso, he hesitated as he reached the waistband of the soft trousers that rested low on his hipbones.

“May I touch you?” Jun asked as he shyly gestured towards Aiba’s crotch.

“Please,” Aiba said, arching his back slightly, moving towards Jun’s hand.

Jun slipped his hand down and cupped Aiba’s cock through the fabric before tracing the outline with his fingertips.

Aiba hissed, and shuddered as he felt Jun’s warm fingers sliding down inside his trousers and gripping his cock loosely.

Jun’s eyes darkened as he felt the hot flesh thickening under in response to his touch. Keeping a hold of Aiba’s cock, Jun moved back up towards the top of the bed and once again captured Aiba’s lips.

Aiba moaned helplessly into Jun’s parted lips as he felt the soft skin of Jun’s hand begin to slide back and forth along the length of his erection. He could feel the hardness of Jun’s own erection pressing into his hipbone as they continued to kiss, lips parting as their tongues danced together.

“This is ridiculous,” Jun suddenly said, almost as if thinking out loud. He released his hold on Aiba’s cock pulled away from his embrace.

“Have I done something wrong?” Aiba asked, feeling out of his depth.

“Of course not,” Jun said as he reached up and untied the scarf. There were light marks on Aiba’s wrists which were made when he strained his arms while trying to hold still. Jun carefully rubbed them before taking Aiba’s hands and holding them loosely in front of him. “It’s just that I realized that I love you, and trust you, which means that I have nothing to be afraid of.”

Aiba’s eyes widened at Jun’s declaration of love, “I love you too and I promise that I would never do anything to hurt you.”

For a moment they simply sat staring at each other with matching foolish grins, before Jun flung himself into Aiba’s arms and recommenced kissing him.

Aiba’s heart began to race uncontrollably when Jun pulled back slightly and gazed at him with dark and unfocused eyes and said, “Please take me.”

“Are you sure? I don’t want to pressure you.”

“Please? I want this. I want you,” Jun replied as he squeezed Aiba’s erection through his trousers.

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Aiba stared as if hypnotised as Jun knelt on the mattress and slowly unbuttoned his shirt before allowing it to slip off his shoulders and fall to the bed.

The skin that was revealed was smooth and pale, dotted with tiny moles in the most unexpected places, including one sitting next to his left nipple.

Reaching out, Aiba took Jun’s hand in his and drew him down to lay next to him on the crisp white linens. Jun was trembling slightly as Aiba began to gently caress his body, all the while murmuring words of love in a calm and soothing fashion.

“Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?” Aiba asked as he nibbled on Jun’s hipbones, causing him to arch up off the bed at the sensation. “Because you really are quite breathtaking,” Aiba added as he traced the outline of Jun’s hard cock through his jeans.

Jun couldn't help tilting his hips upwards in an attempt to gain more friction against his erection. Releasing a small whimper he once again begged, "Please, I want to feel you."

Aiba took a deep breath and unbuttoned Jun's jeans, sliding them, and Jun's underwear off in one fluid motion before standing up and doing the same with his own trousers. Before returning to the bed and positioning himself between Jun's legs, he walked across the room and retrieved a condom and a bottle of lubricant from his bag.

Aiba took a long time to run the tips of his fingers over Jun’s pale skin, until he became accustomed to his touch. Jun was so responsive, even the lightest lick or nibble made him writhe on the bed, his breath hitching, as Aiba worked his way slowly down his body, tracing the well-defined muscles with the tip of his tongue. Taking Jun's cock into his mouth and sucking on it lightly, Aiba slowly began to rub the tips of his well lubed fingers in the space between Jun's buttocks. Jun closed his eyes and arched his back as his breath hitched at being touched in such an intimate place. Taking Jun's breathless gasps as a sign of encouragement Aiba carefully began to try and ease the tip of one finger into Jun's body. The muscles were so tightly clenched that Aiba stopped after a light press and concentrated instead on licking and teasing Jun's cock until he felt him relax slightly.

"Please relax Angel, I promise that I will soon make you feel so good," Aiba said. "I have some donuts in my bag and I promise to give you my favourite one if you're good for me. It even has sprinkles," he added, reaching up to tweak Jun's nipple and offer him an encouraging smile.

Jun couldn't help laughing in return, his whole body seeming to release its tension as he relaxed under Aiba's patient and tender ministrations.

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Jun's calm state lasted only until Aiba began to press himself slowly into his body.

As he felt the intrusion Jun's body stiffened and he seemed to forget how to breathe as his mind plummeted back to that dark night when his life changed forever. He could feel hot breath on the back of his neck, before he was forcefully bent over his desk as rough dry fingers roughly penetrated his body before they were replaced with something much worse. Tears trickled out from under his tightly screwed up eyelids as he began to whimper.

Aiba immediately halted his movements and said firmly, "Jun, my angel, open your eyes and look at me. I'm here and you're safe. Nothing bad is going to happen to you."

Jun managed to pry open his eyes far enough to be able to see a pair of gentle brown eyes looking down at him with deep concern.

"Just breathe and keep looking at me and we'll work through this together. If it's too much to handle, just say, and I'll stop. We can always just cuddle and then try again another time," Aiba added as he kissed the tip of Jun's nose.

"No, please don't stop now. I want you to erase the bad memories and replace them with happy ones. Until then I'll always feel broken," Jun said, feeling as if Aiba's strength was somehow transferring to his own heart.

"There's no way that someone as brave as you could ever be broken, my angel," Aiba said lovingly as he kissed Jun's tears away.

Jun growled and weakly punched Aiba’s chest as he protested, “Oi, stop calling me Angel. How did you even come up with that? It’s even worse than MatsuJun…Oh!”

While Jun was occupied with complaining, Aiba had taken the opportunity to slip fully inside his body. There was no pain, only a wonderful feeling of fullness and Jun could only gaze up at Aiba in wonder, his tears forgotten as he realized that there was nothing to be afraid of any longer. There was no possible way that this sweet and gentle soul would ever hurt him. There was only a world of pleasure to look forward to if only he was brave enough to take first this step.

Jun wrapped his arms around Aiba’s neck and tentatively moved his hips back and forth an infinitesimal distance, testing to see what it felt like.

Aiba was using all of the self-control that he possessed to stay completely still until Jun gave him permission to move. As his length was entirely encompassed within the tight heat of Jun’s passage, Jun himself began to make small rocking motions against his pelvis as he explored the new sensations he was experiencing. Aiba’s cock was being squeezed with every movement that Jun made, and all Aiba could do was bite his lip and cling tightly to the bottom sheet in an attempt to distract himself.

Jun could obviously see the effect he was having on Aiba, especially when he experimentally squeezed himself around Aiba’s straining cock, eliciting a drawn out moan from taller man.

Jun gazed up at Aiba with dark, wanting eyes as he said “Make me yours.”

Aiba’s own pupils darkened as if to mirror Jun’s as he bent his head and took possession of Jun’s lips, gently sliding his tongue into his mouth as he began to slowly move his hips.

Soon they were wrapped in their own little universe where nothing else existed but each other and the feeling of their bodies moving together as one.

Jun gasped and dug his nails onto Aiba’s back as he felt the head of Aiba’s cock rub against a spot inside him that made him feel pleasantly numb and also see stars at the same time.

As Aiba increased the depth and speed of his thrusts Jun found his body responding automatically, his hips rising up to meet his lover's, as they moved in harmony.

"M-Masaki..." Jun whined as he was filled repeatedly by Aiba's hard cock.

"Jun, you feel so good," Aiba panted as he slipped his hand down between their bodies and began to stroke Jun's cock in time with his slow but powerful thrusts.

The increased stimulation almost overwhelmed Jun as he felt the panic rising once again. He closed his eyes, biting his bottom lip to disguise its tremble. He felt his body being jerked backwards with each snap of Aiba's hips and although it felt wonderful, he also felt momentarily trapped.

Aiba could feel Jun drifting away from the present as he stilled beneath him and his breathing became laboured. He immediately stopped moving and removed his hand from Jun's member.

Changing position slightly and leaning backwards away from Jun's body to allow him some space, Aiba spoke softly, "Angel, are you with me?"

Jun managed to nod, but he was unable to speak, worried that his voice would betray him and show his fear.

"If you get scared all you have to do is look at me. I don't bite," Aiba said, before adding with a very poor attempt at a suggestive wink, “Unless that's something that you think that you might enjoy in the future?"

It was impossible for Jun to contain the snort of laughter that burst out of his mouth at the ridiculousness of Aiba's attempt to put him at ease. In retaliation he once again clenched tightly around Aiba's length, giggling at the anguished squeak that he made him produce.

Jun reached up, wrapping his arms firmly around Aiba's neck to pull him back down to his body. This time when Aiba began to move, Jun's cock was tightly pressed between their entwined bodies, their movements creating a perfect feeling of friction.

Aiba once again captured Jun's plump lips, tongues twisting together in an intimate dance, the feeling of Jun's muscular body opening up to him making his movements more intense as he folded Jun's legs upwards and snapped his hips forwards.

Jun arched backwards trapping his leaking cock between their undulating bodies, the sensation making his eyes become heavy lidded with lust as he continued to maintain eye contact.

Knowing that he would not be able to contain his own orgasm for much longer, Aiba sped up his movements as he reached and gave Jun's nipple a sharp tweak. Jun's eyes widened and a needy whine came from the back of his throat. Encouraged, Aiba once again slid his hand between their bodies and gripped Jun's cock.

Jun felt as if his whole body was on fire as he felt pressure building low in his pelvis as Aiba continued to claim his body with deep, possessive thrusts as their breathing quickened.

The head of Aiba's long cock repeatedly hit that spot within Jun's body that made it impossible to think, causing him to abandon himself entirely to pleasure. Almost before he knew it, Jun felt his entire body convulsing and he was coming and coming, hot liquid spurting from his cock that was still sandwiched between them, painting both of their torsos with strands of cum.

Without even thinking Jun instinctively wrapped his legs around Aiba's hips pressing him deeper into his body than he would have thought possible as he felt Aiba begin to shake. A moment later with a drawn out cry Aiba stilled deep inside Jun's still twitching body as he reached his own climax, filling the condom with small jerks of his hips.

Their bodies were still joined together as they gazed at each other, neither surprised by the tears flowing from their eyes as Jun whispered, "Thank you Masaki. I love you."

Aiba attempted to blink away his own tears as he replied, "I love you too, Angel."

Somehow, instead of protesting at the pet name, Jun found himself smiling and licking Aiba's tears away with the tip of his tongue.

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A few weeks later, Nino knocked on the door to Jun and Aiba's shared room one last time before giving up. He was supposed to be meeting Jun to fill him in on the new girl he had met at a concert the night before, but it looked as if nobody was there. With a resigned sigh, he pulled out his phone and sent a text to Kiki-chan instead as he headed up to his own room.

Jun's room was in darkness, with only a small chink of light showing under the bathroom door. Breathy moans and muffled giggles could be heard issuing from the shower.

The curtain on the window above Jun's desk was open slightly, allowing the light from the full moon to shine across the room. Sitting in the middle of the desk, shimmering in the light, was a tiny metal tree decorated with bright green enamelled leaves that shivered lightly in the warm breeze that blew through the partly open window.

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